inspiration from dong gu

i talked to the moneky today and he showed me his blog so i decided to update my blog. and i think i shud clear up all memories abt him alrd...my granddad js passed away...people js keep leaving me? i lost 2 best guys in my life in not more than 3 months...but time to grow old :) time to learn time to ponder new thoughts...damn it my father is yawning like there is no tomorrow distracting la u father :( so i decided i shud stop writing here :) and LUM U are a big big big monkey :)) haha random
having a surgery tmrw...im scared...they took my blood today...and i cried...i am really scared of blood....i thot of him for a while and i rmb how whiny and cute i was when i was with him...but yah...dont think abt it....dont care....think abt the chicken rice stupid monkey and AMANDA must buy me :)